Post by XANDER BLACK! on Dec 15, 2011 2:07:27 GMT -5
you build your walls for me to climb...
[/justify][/blockquote]Oh my god! I love life right now! What else could I ask for?! I have a beautiful fiancee who I would do anything for, I have a shop of my own that I am so proud of and is actually doing really well and I have a band that is doing well also. What else could a guy want!? I got money, love and the best friends I could ever ask for! I know what your thinking, "Holy shit, this guy is a lucky mother fucker!" Well it didn't always used to be that way, let me tell you. It used to be super shitty. Sure I had money back then, parents who did love me, but I went to a dark place for a while. I did drugs for a bit and had no one to pick me from it because all of my' supposed' friends had left me to rot in my drug addiction. Luckily for me, I had a select few true friends who helped me, as well as a beautiful and caring woman who loved me.
This is the main reason why I am so grateful to the friends I have and will do anything to make them happy, especially Kaida. She put up with a lot of my shit and I put up with a plot of hers, so I know that she deserves nothing but the best. I'm totally understanding of her personality, seeing as she told me why she is the way she is. I want to make up for all the bullshit she went through, same goes for the friends who had to go through my bullshit with me. I love them all.
I'm generally an upbeat person with a happy personality, but sometimes I can get pulled down and when I do I usually get really quiet and keep to myself. I don't get angry, I just get really quiet and mopey. I hate getting angry so I transfer it to sadness, which sucks, but I would rather be sad than angry. Kaida has only seen me angry once and I had to fix the wall afterwards, seeing as I left a big hole in it. Needless to say, that's the main reason why I don't get angry because when I get angry, I get really fucking angry.
Xander is a really bubbly and bouncy guy, he loves hug and cuddle and meeting new people. Friends are a definite must! He needs lots of them, seeing as he usually makes friends rather than enemies. Though, he does need people that he doesn't like and that don't like him - no one is liked by everyone. Sorry ladies, the lovers department is all booked up!